Vehicle of Freedom

I listed Laurence's car for sale on craigslist last week. I was stressing about selling it quickly. The manager at the credit union told me that she would be willing to extend my time (30 days) if I needed. A friend referred me to a broker and he agreed to include it in his listings. Someone emailed from craigslist and made a cash offer (for much less than the asking price). I turned him down.

I realized I was in conflict with myself. I felt urgency to sell it but at the same time I don't want to let it go. When it is gone, it's one more place that Laurence is gone.

Few people know that his first seven years as a financial advisor Laurence didn't own a car. We shared mine but mostly he took the bus. He never once complained and rarely asked for a ride. He never, really, never missed an appointment. He didn't want to take on the expense until he was ready. In 2007 he researched online and purchased a pre-owned Nissan Murano from Enterprise rental car company. His car was an expression of freedom for him. It was an acknowledgement of his achievement and effort.

I pray that the new owner is revealed with ease and grace. I accept that they feel the loving energy and the spirit of freedom. I trust that wisdom guides each step of the way. I gratefully carry Laurence's love in my heart as I let go and let God.

I am grateful God is gracious.